Jeff is // o.O" //
Mp3 // Hoobastank - The Reason //
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Sea rowing at Kallang today. Felt good. Lotsa strength. Ended around 7pm+ . Took a cab down to Cine with Weijian, Ah bee and Daniel. Had student's Whopper Meal at $3.95. Yum yum. Walked around town after that and Ah bee bought a 83 bucks top. Richy rich.. Duh.

Sea rowing at Kallang tomorrow again. >.< ..

I wanna enjoy my life during the rest of my poly days with all my great friends.
I want my Dip.
I wanna get into army.
I wanna continue studying.
I want to marry the woman I love.
I want two kids.
I want a happy family.
Overall, I want a simple life.

- I know partly it's my fault. Love ya.

Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // Damien Rice - Cannon Ball //
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Great training in school. I need to keep my mind set right - Everything now is about Regatta.
Sea rowing tomorrow at Kallang.

I've committed one of the top three tattoo don'ts - Never put your lover's name or portrait on your body. Haha .. never regretted though but it's time to get a new one~! May be on the right of my upper back. As long as I've saved enough I will go get it. Anyone has nice recommandations on where I should put it or designs? I wanna get a real manly and fierce looking one ^^.


Fierce?! LoLx.

I found this ladybird tattoo really cute! And I remember that I love to colour ladybirds when I was young. ^^

Jeff is // sian //
Mp3 // Code Red - This is our song //
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Went for a briefing at Mediacorp yesterday for the Subaru Challenge. They will be giving out only one WRX this year despite having 240 contestants and six cars will be used for the competition at Taka. I will be working as a marshal judging the fairness in the competition. Very interesting ah! ^^ I will have the ability and power to issue warnings / yellow cards to people on that specific car that I will be watching over. There will be a palm like sticker on the cars and if your hand is out of position a 'lil bit, a warning will be issued. 3 yellow cards on a contestant means he/she will be disqualified from the Challenge. If any point of time his/her hand leaves the sticker, it will mean disqualification also.
I think there will be 5 minutes break at 7pm, 7am, 2am, 2pm for all the contestants for them to rush to the toilet and eat some food. Heard so that there will be a big timer counting down the 5 minutes so they will be practically rushing for both essentials.
Also from past expriences from the organisers, warnings issued may cause disagreement from the contestant, contestants may start to hallucinate after long hours. Very interesting to see what will happen though, and we're expected to handle all these kinda things.
A shared exprience was a guy was staring practically at nothing, and should be hallucinating during the competition after long hours. Due to sorching sun, they had to pour water on the car to prevent the contestants' palm from getting hurt. This particular guy saw water and starting drinkin it from his palm and thus got disqualified. Poor thing, standing there for so long le then it all happened unexpectedly.
Anywayx, I will be working on three shifts on three different days. First shift is on Saturday 5pm till Sunday morning 8am. Yes yes a fugging 15 hours work for the first shift. Actually I volunteered the long hours because I get paid more doing over nights. The bad part was I have 2pm to 4pm Dragonboat training before rushing down to Taka that very day. annnddd I opted to go to Dragonboat training too because every training counts. I cannot make it to Sunday's training though because I have a shift that day in the afternoon too.

Cheerios~~ Longgg entry.

Two pictures from Camp.

Mr Hanxiong with his cap at Lecture hall ??. Watching clips from past competitions.

Jeff is // tired //
Mp3 // - //
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oo, I need peace. Received my Coach's email. am reading it.

Tiring camp. Been a long time since I felt such ache over my whole body. Ha! Had sea rowing for both Saturday and Sunday. Was really exhausted. Food was shitos. That is why I've always hated camps. No choice no choice .. Regatta is coming! Chiong ah!

Everywhere we go ..,
People wanna know ..,
Who we are ..?
Where we come from ..?

So we tell them ..,
We are from Ngee Ann ..,
Mighty mighty Ngee Ann ..,
s3xy s3xy Ngee Ann .....



- Tough time don't last, Tough man do.

Jeff is // dead //
Mp3 // - //
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Gone to camp. Will be back tomorrow night. Peace out.

Jeff is // feelin good //
Mp3 // Lee Tian - You'll never be replaced. //
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Finally it's over! MPI paper was fairly easy, brightenin my mood a lil' bit.

Dragonboat camp is tomorrow and it seems like I wouldn't have any time to take a break at all. Intensive training is here already .. aRghx.
Must work hard for NPDB.

* Love is a mysterious treasure hunting game, lookin for the best treasure out of so many. - s3xy

Jeff is // sian. //
Mp3 // Flava Album //
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Shitos.~ I hate night life. Exams' fault. Some of you guys will understand the pain that I'm going through right now due to burning oil for papers. Some lucky ones don't.
Will be mugging at Huifang's house later again! My great great lover who is such a good host to us although Ian's a j e r k.
Today's paper is ok. I hope I really can pass all my papers. I don't wanna go summer school this fugging holiday! Too many other things to do during the holidays.
Friday will be my last paper.. and on Saturday I'll be heading for Dragonboat camp. After that it will be intensive trainin for Dragonboat. haix.
I'll be working at Takashimaya for the Subara show this coming 30th.

Let's hope the Bangkok trip will come true guys!. ^^
- and we'll be king, and we'll eat abalone, and rinse with sharkfin soup, and blah blah blah

Jeff is // vex // stress // tired //
Mp3 // Andy Hui n Yip De Xian - Jiao Wo Ru He Bu Ai Ta //
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A song with memories. A song that I love singing in Ktv sessions.

I feel like shit. Something happened made me felt that everything that I've fought for till now seems so vague. It made me felt that my life is actually not so perfect..
Fuck .. I'm just so alone now.

- I wanna shout out to the world, just to make you understand that I love you so.

Jeff is // bored //
Mp3 // Twista feat R kelly - So sexy. //
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O bar is crap because all the girls there are from TAF club. What a night! zz

I should be studying now? Basically, my textbooks are clean and I don't have past year papers. Even if I do have past year papers, there is no answers to it. And I don't know shit about it. Nobody is in school on a Purrrr fect Sunday. Everything sums up to one thing - I can't study. I'm so dead.

I didn't realise I was labelled a metrosexual.

Definations of metrosexual
- a young, urban and usually heterosexual male who is concerned with fashion, food and grooming
- An urban male with a strong aesthetic sense who spends a great deal of time and money on his appearance and lifestyle.
- might be officially gay, straight or bisexual, but this is utterly immaterial because he has clearly taken himself as his own love object and pleasure as his sexual preference
- A metrosexual is a clotheshorse wrapped around a dandy fused with a narcissist.

Click here <-- A link to RsF Blog.

Jeff is // fresh. //
Mp3 // Switchfoot - I dare you to move //
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Today is a rest day? Haa .. because there is no one in school revising for the next three papers and since we had a long and hard day yesterday.. Today shall be a good day to slack in town. It's been a long time since I 'doll' myself up on a Saturday. *wink* I hope to pass my Maths paper taken yesterday. /me Prays hard!

I surfed around the net just now and happen to surf 'bout the movie 2046 by Takuya. Another of my idol besides Jerry yan and Jacky Cheung. When I happen to stumble upon this particular site, I saw a lot of photos by him.. all my gay hormones arose.! =x I felt ... omfg. He's getting old, getting manly. Excellent style.
All the pictures are from interviews promoting the movie 2046. Great fashion sense. Yum yum.. everything looks great.

A tribute to him.

Jeff is // tired. //
Mp3 // Damien Rice - Cannonball //
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I just found out that EM3 exam is this FRIDAY! What the fuck?! I'm so dead. It's time to burn burn burn! Pia ah! =P
Enjoyed my day today in school with my peeps.
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You're that little thing in my life.
That little thing that makes my life complete.
You're like ..
The last puzzle.
The key to my heart.
The colours of my black and white tv set.
The light that brightens my passageway.
My soft teddy bear.
You always appear in my fantasies ..
..in my dreams..
You're my future.
My one and only..
The love of my life.
I love you.

-s3xy

Jeff is // lethargic //
Mp3 // Nina Sky feat. Jabba - Move ya body //
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Updated crave list. I couldn't think of any really important things that I really want except for the Regatta Dragonboat race this November. oH yA! I'm also craving for a ktv session with anyone! Please pull me along!

Finally finished work for banquet during the weekends. I must admit that it had been kinda easy for me since I was like doing nothing the whole time. While working, my mind was like only finding places to squat and slack or findin things to put inside my mouth.

It is study week and I shall announce revising starts tomorrow. Today shall be my self declared holiday. I need it!

Jeff is // - //
Mp3 // Kelly Clarkson - A moment like this //
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My mum just screwed my hair.
freaking short.
sad.
I think I'll be working BANQUET this Saturday and Sunday. It turns out that I will be ending up becoming a waiter again despite me getting sick of it since the days I was in BOSS for nearly 9 months. I need $$. *shrugs.* because making student passes and IC need $$. Muhaha?

- Remember to drink more water peepos! Weather is bad lately.

Jeff is // sian //
Mp3 // Shaznay Lewis - Never felt like this before //
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Woke up as usual by my mum. I bet it is one of the worst thing that will happen to me everyday. Anywayx, I told my mummy bout my rashes just now and so I have the chance to stay at home right now. At first, I thought it was Chickenpox but luckily it's not. It is just some normal rashes that I had when I was small. A kinda rash called 'Fong Moh' in Cantonese. May be a symtom telling me that I should rest more. Yeah, I've been over working lately.

It's Thursday! And Dragonboat training is gonna stop this week due to exams. I'll be taking my papers on 20th Oct? sighx.
There is NAFA today. May be I am not going due to my rash! ^^ will see how..

Jeff is // sad. // fucked up. // omfg. //
Mp3 // in auntie chan's class. //
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I just lost my wallet. I am so sorry. I feel SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing is going right. Oh my fucking god. What is this? Retribution? god dammit.
It meant a lot to me not because it is a LV wallet but it is from her..
I feel so fucked.